Sunday, November 7, 2010

YOU ARE A GIFT

I have discovered through my endless voyage that our worries will be few and numbered if we become less critical about life. The truth is that life is not inscrutable; it only requires time and lots of patience.
           At a point in time, my life was on the reverse gear, on the fast lane, and I had lost grip with the brakes. I had so many problems with life that my whole world seemed to crumble around me. I cavorted endlessly through life and every attempt I made was a nose dive into a precipice. My life was bleak and bedevilled with the arrows of regret and every step of the way was yet another back slide into a landslide of regrets. Every passing day I was on a life slide and every prospective thoroughfare was always another road block. I went on grumbling and mumbling and fumbling and tumbling through life, I dangled like a swinging pendulum that was in dissonance with simple harmonic motion. I argued with every notion that life and people began to lose value for me...
             But then, after so many toils and struggles, I finally was able to swim against the evil tide to the shore and this did not occur until I apprehended some basal truths about life. It took me time, but I had to come to terms with the fact that a problem is not a predicament and a predicament is not is problem. I discovered that i had to start attaching value to my life, i had to start seeing my life as a gift.
         Life truly is a gift.
         A gift is accepted not because of its size or glamour or anything else but because of the intention behind the giving. After all, you will prefer a flower from a trusted friend than even a car from a slanderer. The value attached to a gift, amongst other things, is a function of the role or significance it plays and the hole it occupies in the receivers heart. In a time of famine, a richly filled bag of food is a better gift than a well filled bag of riches. 
          If you start looking at your life as a gift, you will stop having problems with life and life will reciprocate your kind gesture.
       A gift brings smiles; start putting smiles on the faces of people wherever you go.
       A gift serves a purpose; start serving a purpose in the world.
       A gift connects the giver and the receiver; start connecting the world to the creator.
       A gift beautifies; start beautifying the lives of people around you.
      A gift adds value; start adding value to the world.
     
        The truth therefore is that life is a gift and the value you attach to your life will determine the value that the world will attach to you. Moreover, the creator keeps watching you to reward you according to how much you love his gift.

DESIDERATA


As was said in old Baltimore in 1692 in old saint Pauls’ church in Baltimore, so must I today say to you:
            Go placidly amidst the noise and remember what peace there is in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.
            Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter for always there will be greater and lesser persons that yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your career, however humble; It is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
           Exercise caution in your business affairs for the world is full of trickery, but let this not blind you to what virtue there is. Many persons strive for high ideals and everywhere is full of heroism. Be yourself, do not feign affection, neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all disenchantment it is perennial as grace. 
          Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. Do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness, beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
         You are a child of the universe, no less that the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive him to be, and whatever your labours and aspirations are. In the noisy confusions of life, keep peace with your soul. With all its shame, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful and strive to be happy. 

Monday, October 4, 2010

BREAKING POINT

I am drowning in myself
And I wish I can get out of this lake of despair
Thoughts race to and fro my heart
And I see ghosts every now and then
They whisper to me from behind the curtain walls
They tell me things I should not know
They signal to me from behind the veil
They lead me to places I should not go

I have walked through this valley of death
And now I fear no evil
I have lived with these ghosts for many years
And so I fear no devil
When shall I now begin to see
Without any doubt
These things that speak to me from another realm
When shall I begin to see those mouths that laugh
From behind the veil of my curtain hem
When shall I see those faces that men dread
Talk face to face with me
And when shall I say 'I have heard'

Tell me when
'Cos i have reached my limits
Tell me when
Because i can bear this no more.